Archive for June, 2006

Accepting with open heart……

Wednesday, June 28th, 2006

Well, guess that life still has to go on. Guess I should be direct by now.

Ming Lee if you are reading this, I hope you are still good and happy with your life. Let me get this straight, I know everything about you and Grace when we were together. You don’t have to know where I know from or who told me. Just want to let you know that I’m not those kind of bimbos that can let you play like a doll. What happened between us last time I’ll keep it as a memory. As for now, I don’t hate you nor trying to be enemy with you cause we are all grown up. Just I want to wish you all the best in everything you do and blessing to you and Grace. Take care…..

My early thanksgiving and ‘kutuking’ speech for the past two and a half years……

Monday, June 19th, 2006

Well, it’s been a nice experience to know how college life is and having an experience in Alif. Knowing different people in different colours and shape has really widen up my experience in seeing things more clearly. I felt that I’ve changed a lot compare to the last two and a half year of ME. Been a lot more tougher compare to last time.

Here’s a lil thanksgiving and ‘kutuking’ speech to all the wonderful person that I know from Alif, you guys really rocks my world. Starting from…..

Simi
She’s one of the bitch that always like to bitch around with me. I’m gonna missed the bitching thing with you gurl. And gonna miss you MUCHY
too. By the way, she’s also one of my favorite kaki in……well, you know what gurl. Oh, we also LOVE to cam whore. Haha…..

Wilson
He’s my best companion and classmate in college that’s how all those bitches made up the gossips but who cares not even both of us, so F**K them !!! Anyway, he’s the BESTEST among the BEST BROTHER I ever had. Love and cherished you always BROTHER….keep in touch ya….

Ken (CH)
He’s my BESTEST
JEE MUIZ, so if you want any kutuking from him, he’s the best in it. But I’m NOT gonna miss you, wuahahahaha…..cause every Friday is always our yumcha session and same goes on Saturdays, our outing session. Catch up with you soon ya……

Cam
One of them who always like to bitch with me too. When are you coming back Cam ??? I missed your ride in the car. You’ll be in for the thrill. And she’s also the cam whore QUEEN. Hehe…..gonna miss you much too gurl.

Weng
He’s one of my yumcha kaki also and he’s really a brother to me.
Though you are already not here with me, I’ll always keep
the bestest memories in my heart. Miss you lots….-May you rest in peace-

Jameson
Oh, this one is one of my darlingzzz. He’s the darlingzzz among all the AR04A gurls too. He’s equally devided among the gurls, not more not less just nice, which means if I got a lil taste of him, same goes to the other gurls (The Gang). And he’s one of the cutest among the guys in the gang. Gonna miss you too….Jamie….

Nicholas
Another yumcha kaki and brother also. Haha…..Going out yumcha with them is really like going out with all my brothers. Haha…..Hey, when can I experience your drift and cornering again ??? Gonna miss that too.

Amily
She’s one of the drama queen who always like to spoil our plans whenever we planned something cause she’s the one who ended up couldn’t make it. But gonna miss you too…..

Sab
She’s one of the most quiet and good gurl in the gang. I’ve always thought that I’m the most quiet in the gang but trust me she’s a lot more. BUT she can be quite naughty at times, you know what I mean gurl. Hehe…..

Henna
The youngest among us. That’s why whenever we did something naughty, couldn’t let her see or learn cause she’s underage. Hahaha……Our lil sister…..

Aaron
Used to be one of my yum cha kaki also. Now that we seldon contact, but do still keep in touch okie ??? Take care and miss ya……

Jean Ying
One sweet and quiet gurl. But when she start to talk, you’ll kena teased by her kao kao especially Wilson, haha……

Cheryl
We both are the only gurls in the class but too bad she’s already been taken so I’m the only gurl who’s left, haha….great !!! I’m promoting myself here. But am not available. Hehe…..Single life is GREAT MAN !!! Ok, this should be about her. Well, I can say she’s really one DIRECT person which I really mean DIRECT. So don’t get piss off when you talk to her. Haha…..and the whole gang really LOVE kutuking, haha…..

JX
The big brother in the house (class). My first impression on him, RASCAL, THUGS. Haha….sorry ya. Anyway, he’s one great guy, not what I thought he is which made me learn something, DON’T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT’S COVER. Oh, he’s taken too. The couple in class. Always good in his assignments and wait till you see his finger nails. SYIOKING !!!

Calvin
He’s the good boy in the class. Seldom REALLY talk to him I also don’t know why. BUT when the gang is out from the class, the real him will be out haha….

ZP
The artistic one in class. Always with his artistic mind. Haha……

Think that’s all from the one that I truly knew, as for those who I knew but didn’t mention on the above, sorry ya, cause it will be ages if I list it all down. Hehehe…..But I will miss those who knew me and those who I knew. YOU GUYS REALLY ROCKZ MY WORLD !!! Though we are going to our own paths but I’m still gonna miss you all and keep in touch always. And may your future is as colourful as the rainbow going through the mountains, sea, deserts and waterfall. GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST !!!

PS : Gonna miss you guys LOTZZZ…..mish*U mish*U mish*U mish*U mish*U mish*U mish*U mish*U…..

The remote control RESTART button…..

Monday, June 19th, 2006

Ever since my finals over, it seems everything has slow down so much and it’s like I’m pressing the remote control button RESTART a new life again just like how I felt when I first came to KL (a long SIGH…). Everything in a new beginning and the first question that pop into my mind was "WHAT’S MY NEXT PLAN ???" *DING* Next Plan, Next Step, Next Plan, Next Step, Decision, Future, Decision, Future, *****PLANNING*****
Well, here’s how the plan….

My finals finished on the 7th June and I gave myself a one week break which I really mean a ONE week break, well, not including weekends hehehe….. And in that one week I just do whatever SHIT stuff I wanted to do where no one really cares about. Wuahahahaha….was so DAMN happy after a long torture in my finals and is time for me to take a breath *whew*. And as you can see on my recent blog there’s the story about our lil vacation at PD. And I know I’m kinda long winded but still I want to say that again WAS KINDA FUN GUYS !!! THANKS !!! *(whispering)* When is the next trip ??? Wuahahahaha…..Lil-Devilish in the house…..

Now that one week RELAXING has finished and I still have my portfolio to work on and the submission date is on the 21st 23rd June (being postpone) and I just started today HEHE…..shhhh….then next I got to get my testimonial from college to apply to KBU and then an interview will be arrange. That is why I have to get my portfolio done before the interview. After that I got to get myself enrol into KBU and wait for the September intake. And you guys sure will be wondering what I’ll be doing between July to September ??? I’ll get myself a job of cause, sorry, cause I can’t just stay at home for the rest of the months before my new intake if I were to stay at home for the rest of the months, I would rather hang myself to death !!! It would be a torture !!! Well actually I’ve started to looking for vacancies, so anyone is hiring Junior Graphic Designers or any other positions that’s related to GD please do inform me okie ??? I’m hunger for a job now if not I’ll be bored to death !!!
Oh well, that’s how my plans, should be keeping my fingers cross hoping there’s no changes in my planning if not I’ll have to re-plan the whole thing again.

Start to keeps my fingers cross cross cross cross cross cross cross cross cross………

Thanks guys, PD trip was KINDA fun…

Friday, June 16th, 2006

Planning a little vacation after our finals was kinda fun, though is something that is less happening then I expected it to be but is still quite fun. Here’s how it goes…

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Calvin and Wilson were suppose to meet up at my place at 1pm but Calvin reach at 11.30am guess he’s too nervous about the trip haha… So we both waited for Wilson to come over cause he’s the driver. And when he reaches, was around 1 plus then we headed for lunch and started our journey to PD at around 2 cause the check in time was at 3pm. We were safely past through the first toll and when we were about to exit the second toll, we got stopped by the police cause we were speeding at 131km/h. So, as usual, we pay him the so called ‘duit kopi’ for as much as 30 bucks, first he demand for 50, WHAT THE !!! And we reaches PD at around 3.30pm by that time Cheryl and JX has reached the accomodation. And we were still searching for the place while actually we didn’t even notice that we were lost but is actually the sign is too small and we didn’t notice it. So we ended up meeting JX and Cheryl by the side of the road waited for them to come out and guide us to the place. And in order to past our time while waiting for both of them, we took pictures wuahahahaha…

When we reached, the bungalow look kinda eerie actually cause is like 5 person living in such a big bungalow where it has a big garden surrounded by coconut trees. Then all 5 of us went in to the house and I started to voice out and say ‘let me go check out the rooms to see which one I want to stay in’ and all together 5 of us rush to upstairs. And of cause the gurls got the priviledge to choose first and we choose the master room. Wuahahaha….was lot bigger then the other two. There’s 3 bedrooms and all three bedrooms has 2 single bed. And so the guys took the other 2 room. At first I thought I’ll be sharing rooms with the guys cause I don’t want to sleep alone in a room it will be so eerie and as we know Cheryl and JX sure will be sleeping in the same room cause they are couple mer. But then we slept as in gurls with gurls, guys with guys.

After that we headed to downstairs, the gurls prepared for dinner and the guys went out to buy ice and other snacks and played their cards. We had steamboat on the first night, was kinda fun. Then we started our DVD and VCD session, we started with porn was Cheryl’s idea and followed by horror, disgusting and Wilson was like kinda scare. And till 11pm something I started to voice out to head for the shower, if I didn’t voice it out, none of them will ever start to have their shower. And so I went upstairs and followed by Wilson and the others, one by one we took our turn. Asking for shower gel, shampoo from each other. After all of us has finish our shower, we all gather at the gurls room and chit chatted, taking pictures for like 30 minutes then we headed to downstairs for our gaming and drinking session. Though is not a hard liquor session but is still kinda fun. The session ended at 6 in the morning cause we wanted to head to the beach to see the sunrise but after we reach there, Wilson only told us that the sun actually come out from the other side and were like WHAT THE !!!

Then around 7 something we headed back to our bungalow and straight go to bed. But actually in the end we don’t really goes the way as we planned. In the end, Wilson told me that JX sleeping in the gurls room with Cheryl and he asked me don’t be the light bulb over there and I was like WHAT THE !!! And that WIlson is willing to share bed with me, he’s my brother mer and cause Calvin was sleeping on the other bed. So I shifted my pillows to the guys room.

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On that morning should I say, me and Calvin can’t really sleep because of Wilson snooring was like sooooooo loud so we don’t really get lots of sleep. And I woke up first followed by Calvin, after that I headed downstairs to prepare breakfast and do all the curtains and off the lights, by that time was around 1pm. We had maggi as breakfast and lunch cause is fast then only Wilson woke up and came down, after I had my lunch, I head back to sleep, this time is more peaceful without Wilson’s snooring. So I slept until someone came in which is WIlson and I was like WHAT THE, thinking ‘he’s not going to sleep now and snoore is he?’ and he really did but not as loud as before. Lucky me… and we both slept until 4 something ON DIFFERENT BED then Cheryl came in asking us lets go to the beach. Then we all get ready and headed to beach. The gurls had a splash and a walk along the beach and the guys sit and chat. Then we headed back to the bungalow around 6 something but before that we headed to the mini market to get some food and beer for our BBQ and drinking session.

And back to the bungalow, as usual the gurls will prepare the food and the guys prepare the fire and the BBQ thing. We had fun, oh and I even took some pictures when Wilson was doing his thing in the toilet, wuahahaha…but too bad, he deleted but there’s no censored part don’t worry. After BBQ we had our cleaning session then headed to the cards session. And by 11pm something, me again voice out saying to have shower and I headed upstairs and followed by Wilson as he was scared to have shower alone where no one wait for him outside the bathroom. When I finish my shower, was Wilson’s turn to take and he asked me to wait for him outside the bathroom, wait till he finish his shower. Gosh, what a cute brother I have. Well, maybe is kinda scary staying in a big bungalow like that. And after that we headed to downstairs and the other took their turns to shower. Then again we started our DVD session and was like bored. Then we decided to start our gaming and beer session again. And conclusion I’m the winner of the game, wuahahaha…

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We suppose to check out the next day at 2pm but because Wilson misses home so badly, so we left at 7 something in the morning, and we pack everything and ready to go. We wanted to wait for JX and Cheryl to leave together cause they have to return the key back to the so called uncle but just because we don’t want to stuck in the jam back in KL so we headed back first after waited for a while. So me, Wilson and Calvin headed back to KL then JX and Cheryl headed back to Melaka.

When we reach KL was like 8 something and the jam begin to start, we drop Calvin back home first cause he’s staying in Subang then we both headed back PJ and we both were kinda lost on the way back to PJ from Subang. But we still manage to get back to PJ credit for me cause i recognise the road, haha…so Wilson drop me back home and then he also headed back home cause we all has sleepless nights and all of us was like real blur. Bet everyone straight went to bed after reaches home. Hahahaha……

Conclusion : The trip is not exactly what I expect it to be but is still quite fun…..thanks
                  guys…..keep in touch ok? Will miss you all….
-Wilson * Cheryl * JX * Calvin-

It all ended so fast….

Friday, June 16th, 2006

It seems like everything has ended so fast and slow down so much. I used to wish there would be more time in a day, more hours cause one day 24 hours doesn’t seems enough for me. But now everything has ended and I felt the hours are so slow to past.

I’m beginning to felt that I’m loosing something important from part of my life, something that has always been with me and now it seems like it’s drifting further and further away from me. But I’m wondering will it ever drift and disappear after that and will never come back to me? Or will it still remain there? Cause I’m beginning to felt the difference having it all the time with me and now I’m loosing it.

* I missed those days *