Christine@Sweet-Lil-Devilish

UNTITLED…the reason why I put untitled as my title for this entry is because I don’t know how should I describe my mood now. Because on one side, I’m still burning myself to the max with disappointments and lies AGAIN and on the other side I just felt so cheated and confused. I just don’t know how am I gonna take this. I guess I really need time to cool down myself for a while and think about it over again.

Are " PROMISES REALLY MEANT TO BE BROKEN " ? I came to your place on thinking giving you surprise and cares as a sister and I left your place with tears, anger and disappointment in return. I’m so speechless. I left your place cause I couldn’t stand the anger and disappointment that is right in between my breathing cause I know that I would burst into tears in front of you at anytime and I manage to hold my tears and release it once I step out from your place and all the way while I was walking to my car. And then again when I reach Jamie’s place, tears filled my eyes again while I was trying myself so hard to tell him what had happen.

But then again, ‘ SORRY ‘ is not what I wanted to hear this time because you know it at the very beginning. You should have know how to arrange it properly. If you would have told me about your plans earlier I wouldn’t have been so disappointed and I would accept it. Because at least I won’t be as disappointed as now because it is all well planned. And while I had everything well planned then only you tell me right in front of my face.

But anyway, I just needed sometime to cool down myself. Is just that I really couldn’t forgive you for this time. But don’t worry, I’m not a person who uses my anger to deal with situation. I will still remain this friendship at the same level.

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